dear future self,
I know I know, I haven’t been updating as I should and not for lack of desire, either. I just don’t have a lull in the chaos math of my own existence.
When you couple the added layers of life’s manifold nuances, heavy responsibilities, and trying to make things happen, it seems that well, it’s a luxury to sit down and pretend I’m doing the Doogie, as in Doogie Houser on my laptop in some café, looking like I have absolutely nothing better to do than pretend all there is is me, in this café, writing clever words into my personal blog.
That doesn’t sound half bad, actually. I can scarcely recollect the last time I had a gathering of friends who met up just to talk life and shoot the breeze. Those days used to be so much fun, back in highschool or college, in my „café society“ my moms used to admonish me about.
Looking for inspiration for some books I want to write. How I’m going to pull off an Oceans 11 like that is beyond me. Yet The Right to Write is very inspiring and uplifting, helping you find time, helping you remove wrongful negative self-talk. Truly a great addition to your library.
Right now I’m working on impregnating my portfolio with some fresh, sick work. I have a great deal of newer, fresher, and classier pieces I want to include, and it seems I spend more time laboriously adding that pop polish to it.
The weather is definitely messing with me. One day it’s the middle of spring and fluctuates to Winter, strange. Seriously bizarre. Like season changing sporadically. I’m longing to leave here, wondering if that’s ever a possibility. How much longer must I suffer so ? How much longer do I need to dwell here in this city I intensely disdain ? I count the days. God willing, sooner than later.
I received a red light camera trap ticket for $100 the other day, out of the blue. The city basically says “here, pay this now” not actually giving a damn whether it’s accurate. If you want an accurate end result of what democrats would do to a place when they have control over it, look no further than Chicago. Corruption, violence, and wanton unchecked stupidity galore. If it was a smart city, they would have mimicked Minnesota’s win and abolished it before it even kickstarted.