Right now, enemies have fought a secret war, an informational war against the citizens of the greatest nation on Earth.Those enemies have maligned We the People, they've brought the #CCP into the fold, who are simply laughing at all of the chaos and weakening they've infected our nation with. A nation that has made them uber rich. Be careful who you sleep with, America. Sometimes that mistress will get greedier and needier and China certainly has.

I'm not in the habit of resolutions. They're usually set by people with no intention of keeping/maintaining them. I typically map goals out throughout the year anyway out of habit and work towards them.As far as not so new goals go, I do want to minimize certain things. My time spent on anti-social media, or on-line in general. I try to veer clear from Internet poisoning of my soul. While I am a technologist by skill and trade, I'm really not. I find more fulfillment in art and in writing, in literature and my environment. Politics was putrid, it splintered and divided people. Now there are two exiting camps in America: the communists/socialist far left (aka radical libs), and the ones who weren't. I was of the later group, the ones who considered themselves as being patriotic, which the left/libs despised (just as much as they did freedom and the nation that they're in). Ungrateful, spoiled rotten shits really. I wish they could be offloaded into Hong Kong, mainland China or North Korea for an extended vacation. Might give them a new appreciation for the nation (somehow I doubt it, but who knows?).I observed that I came to seriously detest the internet ecosystem, which was hostile and toxic. It was narcissistic and mean spirited, and there was an evil mindset that flourished therein. Never-mind the fact that it was a devourer of one's time and mental/emotional well-being, but also a spreader of misinformation, confusion, and even depression.I know we 'feel' like it's a good thing, and it can be when done right. Yet most people cannot handle it, they lack the discipline and personal tools to manage themselves. In a sense, it could be a wonderful ecosystem like it once was during the politically incorrect web 1.0 era. Now? It's a form of addiction and also enslavement. Self-enslavement, for we do have the option to walk away. Facebook and Twitter are influencer think tanks mass manipulating us all in how to think, act, behave, and even spend, who to vote for, all the choices you thought were your own. They want to own your ass!

I'm in Wilmington, NC on this very last day of 2020. Approximately 2 hrs south by east of Chapel Hill. It's full of touristy hotspots, they have a very nice mall here too, plus 3 beaches.Had me some delicious Pho last night from Indochine (a local hotspot here, was a madhouse last night!). Interesting Thai/Vietnamese menu, you seldom see that. I forgot how much I miss legit asian food. The culinary scene in Chapel Hill caters to college town kids, meaning it's cheap fare, shoddily made. These snowflakes couldn't care less about quality food, actually. That's precisely why you have all of these rinky dink places that serves crap rather than legit food. Back in Chicago, I'd order this for lunch like it was nothing, lol. Like it was Mcky D's! Hah hah.

November 3, 2020. The day came swiftly, and 2020 was but an incomprehensible motion blur with Covid19 disrupting life throughout the entire civilized world.It didn't seem like the far left & radical libs were nervous or apprehensive. Surprising since they aggressively rebelled against the rightfully elected president (yeah, the Mueller probe turned out to be, just like everything else a complete sham). Indeed the fake news media, betrayers of the masses weren't freaking out. They lost their usual fear and anxiety as if knowing in advance what would happen. Somethings not right.These subversive types who hated the country embraced wokeness and cancel culture had wasted 4 years railing against POTUS. It was anti-American and quite treasonous actually. I found them vulgar and loathsome, they wanted to terraform the country into a European Union clone. Yeah like that's something to aspire towards.For all of their incessant whining, bitching & moaning like spoiled snowflakes, they only continued in their dissidence. All inspired by the likes of idiot politicians like Nancy Pelosi, Eric Swalwell, Chuck Shumer. All of whom were Chinese lickspittles in reality.I knew when Pelosi pushed for extensive mail-in ballot voting rights that would be the pathway toward Biden's election heist. This crazy old hag was announcing her party's evil scheme lol. Translated 'We need more mail-in ballot rights so we can cheat come election day'.

A connecting principle Linked to the invisible Almost imperceptible Something inexpressible Science insusceptible Logic so inflexible Causally connectible Yet nothing is invincible-Synchronicity The PoliceYou're here, obviously reading this, wondering what this even is (or isn't).Simply it is this:25% personal blog: pictures, quotes, listicles, etc. 45% personal journal: my life, thingies that are going on, thoughts, etc. 20% writings: my writing lifeI do realize people don't actually read shit online much, myself included. So I'll try to write succinctly as I can, as often. Short attention span theater of the mind requires this of me. Yet I'm not here writing for multitudes of strangers, this is for me. Not out of my need or want, but for helping others as well as myself. Blame it on this quote that I like:

"It is presumptious to assume we can do anything to help another person and it's vulgar not to try" -Edward Dahlberg.

“We leave something of ourselves behind when we leave a place, we stay there, even though we go away. And there are things in us that we can find again only by going back there.” ― Pascal Mercier, Night Train to LisbonHere's me flying right before the pandemic struck. And thus I got to see the city of my origin story once more before travel bans, masks, and great fear, anxiety, civil unrest, political upheaval sets in


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This is simply my bright white mindspace online, written in a way that's easily digestible. Let's face it people have short attention spans these days, I get it.


you've been on a personal blog before I'm sure, nothing new there.

This one is a personal journal of reflection, musings, thoughts, memories, me waxing nostalgia and loving it. Guilt-free, shameless, perhaps a bit peculiar and overly wordy. Can't help that I'm a writer, I'm a wordy being by default.

Why would you/should you deign to expend any sort of quality time reading me? That's a question better left unanswered. I honestly couldn't give you any sort of mansplation. Maybe you're bored, or want to join my secret club, or subscribe to my info types. This is far more edifying for my own betterment than it is for your self-amusement, really.

as I'd already started, or tried to communicate to you this is a personal journal, with feelings & emotions sometimes (lol). Or me talking about the fun stupid shit you could hardly care about. One can only be so deep before the expiration date expires.

Whatever the reason I'm sure you'll discover it, eventually, and I hope that I've succeeded in earning your interest.

Author: Spike

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The author, spike is a half-Korean/white city boy from the north side of Chicago.

For all intents and purposes, you can refer to me as spike (online at least). Unlike Zuckerberg who thought it was a good idea, we all utilize real names in an ever-increasingly dangerous web, on an overpopulated platform that's slated to becoming the next new Myspace I disagree with such sentiments.

I'm originally from Chicago and moved to the sunny piedmont state of North Carolina in September of 2019, well before the year Covid-19 swept across the world. I'm a creative being, multi-talented and just a chillaxed city cat who isn't easily bothered by things, by life online or off. I neither think too highly of myself nor diminish myself much either. Some would say I'm a trip, others might say I'm mysterious and some obnoxious, and unintentionally hilarious/amusing/entertaining.

Whatever the case might be, I'm simply here expressing myself because I can, felt inclined to and well, when you're an exceptional professional you just don't stop.